Things you’ll hate about me..

  • I’m an emotional mess.
  • I have awful mood swings.
  • My hair always looks crap and weird.
  • My lack realization of how much other people care about me.
  • How dependent I am on others.
  • How often I feel stupid.
  • I’m just not that great at putting my feelings into words.
  • When I’m alone with my thoughts, I think of the perfect things to say. But when it comes to confrontation, pressure or the time to lay it all on the table; I get tongue tied and say the wrong things… sometimes I even say the complete opposite of what I intended.
  • I push people away.
  • I complicate things.
  • I hurt the ones I love the most.
  • I cause drama for myself.
  • I’m a burden to other people.
  • I feel like I’m being a cry baby when I tell you my problems or that I have been through a lot.
  • I think too much.
  • I give good advice, but never know what to do.
  • I can never explain how I’m feeling, I just know what i feel.
  • I confuse everyone around me.
  • I dont understand things.
  • I’m never right.
  • I never know what I want.
  • I dont like showing my emotions.
  • I never make any sense.
  • I care too much about certain things.
  • I listen to other peoples minds and not mine.
  • I feel like everything I say is wrong, so decide not to say anything at all even when I know that I could be right.
  • I put a smile on my face as if I’m happy.
  • I bottle everything up, so when I try to vent it just sounds like im making everything up.
  • I actually don’t know how to avoid being clingy.
  • I can’t hold a grudge. I forgive too quickly.
  • I’m seriously such an idiot sometimes. Not even joking, I’m always scatterbrained and off in la la land. Half the time I don’t even understand what’s going on around me until hours later. I always make the dumbest mistakes and have to ask a million questions about how to do something so I don’t do it wrong, and even then sometimes I still do. Sometimes I really wonder….do I just not think? What is wrong with me?
  • I’m childish.
  • I force myself to do things. And that’s what causes stress and tears and heartbreaks.
  • I really don’t know how to stand up for myself. I’m a pushover.
  • I cry at almost any little thing that get’s me upset.
  • I get jealous easily.

(CTO)

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